Confession.

Today, I had quite a bad feeling. Actually I am not really feeling very good because of several reason.

Kay guys, I am already trying my best to be happy today.. Don’t disappoint me by asking me what happen!

Today presentation was consider not bad, I manage to crap through and what I’ve done is to keep brainstorming and try my best in finishing the slides.

So first thing that dampen my mood is UT. Though I am quite sure that I should be doing quite well for UT, but I still can’t settle myself. Though I am super confident that Cognitive is an easy module to get A? I answer every question while thinking what to do next and slower my pace a bit in order not to upset or make the person beside me worry. I mean that female beside me, not the guy beside me. I could act like a jerk during studies, but I choose not to?

This should speak it all:

Please see comments to the team. Good peer teaching and explanation to your classmates who missed the lesson last week… very well done! Thanks for being my co-teacher… you have a very helpful spirit!! You deserve an A++. Its good that you strive to do the diagonal bouncing and extra random positions too… very well done!
*extracted from ONG MING THYE, DERRICK Computing And Mathematical Methods I - Problem 4 Screen Saver

Well actually in fact, that method is not teach by me, though I teach the class the previous week, but I did not teach him that during last week. FYI the person who faci taught I have taught is KEN!

Second thing that dampen my mood would be this

Girl: You got a girlfriend le arr?
Me: No la, I am busy with my work recently, unable to find one at the moment
Girl: Really?
Me: Den do I stand a chance on you mah?
Girl: Hmm.. you like me arr?
Me: LOLs
Girl: Really?
Me: Maybe
Girl: From last time you already like me liao arr?
Me: I suppose?
Girl: LOLs
Me: So, do I stand a chance?
Girl: Of course, everybody stand a chance
Me: Okay, then you ever like me before?
Girl: Hmm, what do you think?
Me: Yes, sorry, I very huo lian pi one
Girl: LOLs, I know!
Me: so…?
Girl: ya, i like you LAST TIME (she didn’t emphasize on last time, i did)
Me: last time T_T
Girl: err…
Me: But i think we will be quite difficult now.
Girl: why?
Me: I am very busy nowadays. Don’t really have much free time.

*She went out of sight, no reply any further!

Don’t ask who she is, don’t ask when did I know her nor ask if you do know her. She is someone I feel bad about.

I think it is time I stop lying?

-derRICK
“There is some missing sentence in the conversation. It is mean to protect privacy. Don’t ask for more!”